Tuesday 15 January 2013

Personal post: Mind Fracture

I noticed whilst reading some of the person, Manic Muse's journals that he seems to be the writing of more than one individual in the journal. This would suggest that's either it was a collaborative effort, or, as can be seen from the evidence of his and a couple of other blogs, there exists in his mind more than one individual. His is a strange case, he has these personalities which seem to vary greatly from each other.

The Main ones that seem to have exhibited themselves over the past year, Manic Muse (Possibly original Personality). Sane Soliloquy ( Other contender for Original) Now these two varied in personality very minimally, mainly on the point of self preservation, one could call these two individuals the Coward and the Hero. However how could you say one is better than the other, especially as they are possibly just a division of the already existing psyche of said individual, the fracture being caused, possibly, by the presence of the Timors all way through the individuals childhood. However we don't see any of this fracturing in the older sibling of this individual, maybe it is due to reduced exposure as he wasn't in contact with them so persistently, or maybe the fractured psyche didn't exhibit itself the same way as in Manic/ Sane, there were however tiny signs such as mood swings and changes in attitudes towards Timor Lignum Homo that seemingly happened on the turn of a coin.

The other possibility is that the stress on the psyche caused the fracture to deal with a difficult period in the individuals life, such as is seen with Sane who held the proxy party line, until forced and subdued by Manic for the first time in years. Then when it came to Manic's Death he didn't wish to endure the pain, and with Sane already dead, Decay was born but was unstable as it had Manic's memories but not his personality, possibly a cold unfeeling thing with just hatred for every living thing, however the memories of Manic forced it to see certain things as morally objective however alterable the physical laws were. This caused a unstable element which broke down, possibly separating the memories from the personality so Decay died, paving the way for Fade. Now the body has taken great torture but hasn't died, but these are still different people. Fade as the name suggests is the final stable state, however this is a relative term as he appears to be sadistic to the extreme, reveling in the misery and dismay of others, with only the smallest influence of Manic's memories that seem to have returned only partially since the individual that uses the blogger Soul patch's blog.

The reason I bring this up is that the 'liberty' squad is researching it to see if they could develop Pugnator from cauterizing the moral memories, along with their fear, from the individual's mind. I believe this civil war may be closer than I initially thought, however there may be no fighting whatever, it may be a silent coup in the night, but I'd rather no sudden upheaval as I have become some what attached to this site and sharing this knowledge, I'd rather my projects not be disrupted for some war effort.

It's not these theories of the individual I'd wish to research.

-Librarian Perierat

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